Wow.. i haven't written in this thing in a while. well.. schools been ok. i have mostly C's in my classes. im going to move to being a cashier at lowes. i told my boss i was goin to move to the lumber department and he said he'd give me a raise if i moved to cashier. so, of course i said ok. :) more money. i start chashiering the 24th of march. its not a bad job. i will be on the lumber end of the store. the nights down there are usually not very busy. i worked as a cashier before for a few months so i know how to do it. my boss told me "its easier to train a cashier then it is to train a loader" hes right. but its easier to keep a cashier then a loader. loaders quit all the time because they cant handle the work. i always work hard.. well maybe not always :) but most of the time. the last time i moved to cashier the other loaders (we had 4 besides me at that time) wanted me to come back. after a few weeks every one of them quit. heh. thats how i became a loader again. took the place of 4 others. and for about 4 months its been that way. they expect me to do the job of 2 or 3 people but its alright. i dont let it bother me. i do what i can then i leave. right now we have 2 loaders. me and another guy. but they are supposed to be hiring 2 more. one to replace me and one because we are getting busyer. well.. i have to go to work soon. last night i got this email that said "when tomarrow starts without me" it had this story and poem. i dont know the person who sent it.. they probably just typed in the wrong email address.. made a typo or something but its scarey to just get an email by accident that says tomarrow i could be gone. Jenny got a new computer! yaay. it has lots of stuff but windows is messed up on it so she hasn't been on in 2 days :(. tonight the guy is supposed to fix it so hopefully she will be back soon :). i must go to work or ill be late! byebye everyone.

heylo,
im really sorry i havent been writin. does anyone read this? i dunno. oh well. i am REALLY busy. i work about 35 hours a week and go to school too... im online when i have free time. i saw a skunk today! up close. i was goin to get a CD and i saw it thru the glass door. it looked at me. walked up to the door and put its paws on the glass. stayed there for a sec then turned around and walked off. it was weird. ive never seen one that close before. its like a cat. i live in the middle of nowhere. did i tell you that? we have 20 acres. not many wild animals come around. just opossums and neighbors dogs. i listen to just about every kind of music. mostly country now. i dont listen to music much at my house, mostly in the car. i drive alot. i have an hour drive to school. then an hour back. then 30 minutes to work. then 30 back. so i spend alot of time in my car. i got into RAOK today!! hehe. i haven't been to all the pages to look around yet. im off tomarrow and tuesday!!! so i should be able to work on this page and sign some g/b's. i have 3 days off next week! i have to work 12 hours sunday tho :( its gonna suck. i'll be the only one there all day and it will probably be busy. im almost always home by 7:15 on sundays tho, so its all good. we close at 9:00 mon-sat and at 6:00 on sundays, but the managers wont page overhead that we are closing or anything so people come in the store not knowing we are about to close and they let them wander around until they finish. there are usually customers in the store 30 minutes after we close... and ive had to load things for people up to an hour and a half after we closed... it really sucks. and in the spring we are REALLY busy so i'll be gettin home later :(. i have a math test tomarrow. but ill do ok. i usually do ok in math. its essay's and english and stuff that im not good at. ive got to clean my room too... man this list of things to do tomarrow and tuesday just gets longer and longer and longer. oh wells.. i can do it. i should get a pic up here... i need to get new pics taken. i look different then i used to. i need a few weeks off :). but im never gonna get it. we may be going to dallas the weekend before spring break. we were going to a few months ago but my dad had heat problems and had to go to the doctor so we missed it. he had a heart attack a few years ago. he is ok now, but he has to be careful. if we go i'll be gone for about 2 days. i dunno what we're gonna do. but it'll be good to get outta this town. the drive down there with all my family could turn into a fight fast tho. unless they're all sleepin :-P. i have a cat. her name is mini :-). we have 5 cats and a dog. but mines the bestest :P hehe. i wrote lots and lots today to make up for all the days i missed. ill try to keep up. i may only be able to write once or twice a week on my days off. but ill try to do it AT LEAST once a week, and more if i can find the time :). i have to get up at 7:00 in the mornin so i better get goin. its 12:40am now. G'nite.

i havent wrote in a while. im sorry. im not very good at this. ive been busy with school, work, and palace. i havent done much to the page. but kindeal has been updating :) so its getting better! ill try to get some more scripts and some other pages made thursday cuz IM OFF!! :) i have lots to do tho. with school and work both im lucky if i get 1 whole day off a week. we got a new boss... actually a few of em. they all seem pretty koo. we also have some of them leaving... which is good sometimes. in a couple weeks i noone over me will be the same. the assistant zone, zone, assistant store, and store will all be different. i hope it gets better, not worse. from what ive heard and from the managers i know already i think it will be good. herm... i think ive bored you enuff for today. so i will go to bed now. G'nite!

hermm... what to write. its hard for me to write everyday because nothin much happens. i was off today!! :-P i stayed at home and chatted on palace, and i added palaces.htm page and 2 banners. i have 2 tests tomarrow :-(. one in chemestry and one in college algebra. and i didn't study. but i never do. i hope i do ok. i think i will. i never study or do homework. i do most of my homework in my computer science class. my teacher goes straight out of the book and i can do more then him so its boring. my computer science class last semester was kool cuz the teacher knew alot and showed us things that werent in the book. i go to school mon, wed, fri from 9-2 but if you count the hour drive there and back its 8-3. THEN i usually have to go to work at 4, so most of my time is taken up, but im usually up pretty late :-). kindeal got a new job! :-) im happy for her. i need a new one. but there aren't many places you can go here that pay decent and will work around my school schedule, so i am pretty much stuck with what i got. herm.. i dunno what else to write so i guess ill go. i'll try to write something at least every other day or so.